Prologue: Live Life

ITS HALLOWEEN and i feel like crap. I woke up to a sore throat, slight fever and my left knee hurts. I hate it! Thought the injury phase is over. Shit! I just feel like shit now. I chopped off my hair yesterday, look like some nerd now (according to my lil sis). Maybe i'll go see a doctor later. I can't go to school to do our FYP ppt slides, can't go training and can't go for free dinner @ stadium. SHIT OR WHAT. Leehom just arrived this morning. This means, he's right here right now in SINGAPORE! I want to enjoy tomorrow's concert man. With a throat like that, HOW?! So many things going on in my head. Just feel like not doing anything to get myself stop thinking or disappear right now. I bought a flower for hong's bday but i can't even go to school to pass him now! The drilling noise above our house is not helping either. The stupid neighbour has been drilling for HOURS!!! SO NOISY, spoilt my whole morning. asijgireuj#@$!@$%$t94349t4wesdj#%$#@!!!!!

I have a feeling sunday, (my birthday) is gonna SUCK SUCK SUCK.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 5:25 PM

one and only

IVP Day 1 & 2

SP Track

XIE XIE Qiwen for the peeeeektures!

*****

OMG I AM SO PUMPED UP FOR THIS SAT!

EXCITING OR WHAT!
I AM GONNA SEE MY BFFFFFFF AGAIN. HAHAHA ITS BEEN A WHILE!

I'm turning 19 this Sunday. (This i'm not quite looking forward to) I want to stay 18 forever! The year's coming to an end. Too fast!

Had Com Skills presentation today. I took the initiative to wake up early this morning! Frankly speaking, i'm not tired. I guess because during Culture & Media class just now, we were shown a movie called "Mad City" and i fell asleep. Hahaha i found the movie too draggy. Good script though? After lunch, stayed in the com lab till now. Nothing to do = Getting tired. I realise i need to be constantly on the move or i'll get restless. I hate facing the com! I prefer the TV/theatre screen.

Duffy is A.M.A.Z.I.N.G

period.

Sunday, October 26, 2008 @ 2:56 PM

30% left

This stupid com/laptop is seriously making me mad! As tired as i already am, facing this laggy and virus-filled machine is draining all of my energy. Only 3pm now, but already i'm looking forward to hop into my comfy bed. Zzzz. Can you believe it? Its already SUNDAY! I was just thinking what day is today? Damnit. Yesterday went past in a flash, just like this morning. Thank god, tmr's Deepavali. No school! Anyway, makes no difference because even though there's school tmr = like no school. FYP.

I'm so happy i did my P.B for 3000m ytd! Best part was i didn't come in last. Hahaha YEAAAAAAAAAAAAHH.

Still got my eyes set for nxt yr's races. Long distance is the best. Stay cool and no rush. Legs be good! Injury-free = Happiness!

Great Eastern 10km was ok. Could've done better, for sure. But yet, another experience! Unlike last year, this year was much more enjoyable and comfortable. Sight-seeing around town on foot! My mind was focused more on the happenings arnd me than on the timing and tiredness.

OK I NEED TO GET MY REST NOW. BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE I HATE MY HAIR BECAUSE IT'S GROWING AT SUCH A FAST PACE, I WISH I COULD RUN AS FAST AS MY HAIR GROWS. HAHA OK ENOUGH!

Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 12:39 PM

IVP DAY 2

Oooooooo! My ivp event is in 3hrs time! Surprisingly, i'm not as nervous as last yr's ivp! 3000m & 4x400m <- go there high! Hahaha. Tmr's Great Eastern 10km! Wah so exciting! I woke up early today, craving for Macdonalds. So my sis and i went down to ECP for breakfast. Then came home to lay down on my bed before coming online. I feel quite restless and zzz now. Shit! Need to meet Amanda @ 1pm, Eunos! Ok better get going now.

WISH ME LUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!! HEH HEH HEH

Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @ 4:53 PM

can't see those eyes

Wow its already mid-week!

Mon - usual school, training, back home. Tues was a lil special. I met up with ireeeeeeneee! We were adventurers on foot for the day - marina sq, long johns, old city hall, old parliament arts house, earshot cafe, hilarious convo in the toilet while pooping, boat quay, 1/2 price gelare waffles (!!), suntec, home.

OOOOOOPPPPS.

TSK.

Its been raining for the past few days! Had one of the best sleeps of my life last night. Was so tired, went into deep slumber right after i laid down on my comfy bed. Woke up early this morning, caught some TV, then it STARTS POURING AGAIN while i made my way to school. Sick. Dirty rain water! Straight to MAC lap to edit footages for FYP till 4pm then down to the com lab and leaving nowww for training! WHOOOOOOOOO. IVP THIS SAT! ssssshiiiizzzz.

Monday, October 20, 2008 @ 12:34 AM

tensed situations

sooooo damn tired.

i'm so afraid to lose my mom. i don't want to regret not loving her as much when she "leaves". i just want to retreat to my bed. its the only comfort thing right now, to sleep and never wake up.

is there a brighter tomorrow?

Friday, October 17, 2008 @ 2:25 PM

asdkowiejktiomdfgnm

TRUST
is a HUGE word

which people need to practise.

I don't like getting blamed for something i have not done.

I may seem wild but i am NOT A LIAR.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 4:35 PM

resident hero

Strained eyes, crossed visions, ditzy spells - what happens when you sit infront & stare at the com screen for 4hrs. As usual, in the com lab surfing the web, chilling and taking short eye-shuts. Training later w/o coach. :[ Its not the same when he's not around! Ahhhh i keep walking out and down to FC6 to buy smth to eat because this place makes me want to zzz in here! Got a piece of great news (hopefully?) this morning. Mom says she's confirmed a 7-days Beijing Xi'an trip this december! Whoohoo i guess? Its great that we're getting out of Singapore. Plus the weather will be so good for me. I'm getting burnt here. I hope i see snow.

Looking forward to visit the Olympic stadium & Water cube! I want to run & swim in both venues! OOOYEAH.

Class @ 8am tomorrow morning, school ends @ 9.30am! WHHHHHAAAT. Hopefully i get to see the 3 girlies after that!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008 @ 4:07 PM

Such a lovely song.

In the school's com lab now, leaving soon for Macritchie Reservoir. I can't believe i woke up @ 7am this morning! HAHA. I DID IT! I attended the 8.30am class (although i was 10mins late). Had Communications Skills and Culture & Media till 1pm. Gosh, the C&M lecturer seemed quite mean at first. "EVERYONE JUST SHUUUTTTT UPPP!" Wow. Great first impression! Did some self-introductions, and had quite a surprising realisation - almost 80% of my classmates said they won't continue with Digital Media after graduation. Whoooo! Oh she also expects me to write well for her assignment critiques cos she thinks i can WRITE well? When all i did was, talked to her. ORAL communication.

Ooooookay gotta leave now! I LOVE SCHOOL (NOT)

Saturday, October 11, 2008 @ 1:02 PM

All's worth

Follow me here @ tumblr!

Oh my, my mom's home-cook curry is THE BEST. After eating 10 breads dipped into curry, i'm afraid i'll look like one soon! Haha. Bread is my best friend!

Thurs, went cable-wakeboarding with ling er & her friend. Shit, i keep getting dragged into the water. I think i spent more time swimming. Haha! So difficult to even start! Urgh. Not easy man, i'm going to learn @ Kallang! Whoohoo. Then can go back to East Coast and try again!
So anyway, the next morning (yesterday), i woke up to super painful aches in my arms, hands, neck and back! Seriously, never before have i experienced so painful aches. Not even hard track trainings can compare. Brushing my teeth and changing feels so difficult. So i decided to go for a full body massage before training ytd. $38/hr! My back felt good after, but everywhere still hurt. Then dragged myself to training. Did easy 7.5km, but so painful to lift up both arms and every arm swing hurts, cannot turn my head to talk to Amanda also. Aching neck! So just looked straight and continued running. But guess what! I almost fell asleep while running cos i was tired and... I NEARLY TRIPPED while running down a pavement. Hahaha so funny, but the trip woke me up! Now my right ankle feels abit pain. Stupid, don't know why so tired! I slept 10 friggin' hours!

An achful body + physical tiredness = Downright moodless

BUT, EVERYTHING'S WORTH BECAUSE I KNOW I AM GETTING STRONGER. AND STRONG IS GOOD. YEAH!

*****

Meeting Leslie & Meifang later to collect the Great Eastern 10km racepack! I think i nearly strangled Leslie when he carried me ytd. Hahaha poor guy! Sorry! IVP's this coming Sat! Shizz. But none of my event yet. Should i run 3000? RRRRAAAAAAHHHHHH! Amanda pls tell your bestfriend to stop irritating me. (Although i know you won't read this!) She's getting on my nerves!

Thursday, October 9, 2008 @ 2:14 PM

OOOOPSS!

Poor guy!

SKI360 @ EAST COAST LATER!!! YAYWHOOHOOYEEEEAH

Tuesday, October 7, 2008 @ 10:59 PM

Message of the day

Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably,

and never regret anything that made you smile.

*****

I really needed that and i need to go to bed early. I can feel the irregularity of my insides churning. Poor body.

Dad is back from Cambodia, he bought 2 books, the stories seem terrifying (real life accounts on the Cambodia killings). Got us tops too, not bad, although fake. HAHA.

AND OMG, CHECK THIS OUT! BY IRENE.

@ 1:07 AM

who cares?

SP should built more shower cubicles and
another female toilet in the stadium.

So we don't have to resort to bathing in the basins!
Haha.

*****

ZzZ but i don't want to sleep.

FYP filming this afternoon, we went down to Mt. Faber. Got bitten by so many mosquitoes!
Blood suckers.

Poor Angela!

Then we made a short hike up to the Henderson wave bridge. Nice! This thurs will be in visual effects studio!

What happened on Sun, happened today again. I really cannot stand this anymore!

Sunday, October 5, 2008 @ 6:05 PM

'hate' might be too much of a harsh word

i hate you when you're bias, unreasonable, forceful, in control, persistent, loud, money minded, compulsive, and everything you're not in the past.

you don't give a damn about __, only __.

"eat already? eat what? what did you eat just now? i gave you $5, you used my $5 to buy what? teeell mee! i'm talking to you.
what?! i gave you $5 and you bought ___. next time i won't give you $$ already."

WHY DO YOU NEED TO KNOW. THIS IS MY LIFE, MY CHOICE AND I KNOW WHAT TO DO. I WON'T DIE.

WTF SERIOUSLY, F*** OFF!!!

Saturday, October 4, 2008 @ 3:36 PM

Biggest cupcake in the world!

*****

Dad left for Cambodia yesterday. I want to travel too. Had 10hrs of sleep last night but still woke up feeling tired. 1 more month to my birthday! What to do. I've got a painful mouth ulcer in my right gum. Staying @ home is so zzz... Watching "Heroes" Season 3 online now. The weather outside looks good today!

Enjoy your weekends!

Friday, October 3, 2008 @ 5:15 PM

@ WORK!

ZZZTIREDZZZ. But i'm not sleepy! Crazy? I think so, even though i only had 4hrs of sleep last night. Haven't been having 'nuff sleep, have been waking up at 7am or earlier for the past few mornings. Anyway, today's my last day @ work! WHOOOO! Sad to say, i'll miss sitting here surfin' the net, people watching, transfering calls, reading magz, serving walk-in clients and msn-ing with irene (she's working 4 floors above me!) Haha. I need to pee again!

School resumes the week after next. Just checked my timetable, gosh. 8am classes for 4 days!? And end so early! Hopefully training starts earlier when school reopens! IF not i'll just rot and die in school.

Ahhhhh! 15 more mins before work ends! I'm allowed to end 1/2hr earlier cos i told the supervisor i've got training. WHOOHOO so understanding eh! Btw, won't be going for the track bbq/chalet tonight cos tmr morning got smth on and i need my rest SO BADLY. Haha, next week gonna do fyp filming and enjoy the last week of hols!

YEAAAAAAAAHHH. Ok need to go toilet now!

BYE MEDIAEDGE:CIA!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008 @ 7:00 PM

Finger problem? Attitude problem? Or just plain lazy.

I don't understand...

What's with people who constantly not replying text msgs?!

Is it so difficult to communicate?

It just says PLENTY about them.

Great job for deserving that status.