Prologue: Live Life

I wish I wrote beautifully, any words, any phrase, any sentence, so detailed so lyrical and so descriptive. I wished it was inside of me all along, just so natural. But sadly I wasn't born with this gift. Thank God for books. AND Sebastian Horsely. He's my muse. I am advertising him everywhere, over here and on facebook. Check out my list of 25 random shizz about myself only if you have nothing better to do or just waiting for time to pass. 5th day but i'm still craving for sugar especially chocolate. Chocolate is my vice. I wish for everyday to be like today. My mother has been exceptionally nice. She accompanied me to the NTU course talk at suntec, we had lunch together during the break, shopped arnd, and gossiped about the males in our family. I had naan for dinner (i was about to mention the f word) since when i became so vulgar damnit! It was FREAKING good. Secretly, i think i was supposed to be born an indian or a monkey because of my half-protruding tail bone. Maybe an indian monkey?! Don't mind me i'm just blabbering. Sometimes i don't know what i'm talking about, its embarrassing! I never knew my lil sis had a blog. Since when she knew how to set up one? Kids never fail to amuse me. She's growing up so fast, "stalk cute guys"? WHAT JOYCE!? My mom bought back a bunch of dvds from m'sia yesterday, i can't wait to pop 1 into the player right now, sit back relax and just enjoy! Oh, movies! I love you movies!

Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ 11:09 PM

CAPS

SO DAMN TIRED MY EYES FEEL SO HEAVY MY MIND IS GOING BERSERK AND MY INSIDES ARE CHURNING. HAHA NO NOT THE LAST ONE. 1 DOWN, BYE 2000WORDS ESSAY! YOU'RE GONE FOREVER. 3 MORE TO GO. PRODUCT PROPOSAL, SPEECH PRESENTATION, FYP! FFFFFFFF. I AM STILL HANGING ON. CHECK OUT THE TIME, ITS ONLY 11.17 BUT MY BODY IS BREAKING DOWN. WHATTTT! I THINK I'VE USED UP MOST OF MY ENERGY TO THINK. I THINK TOO MUCH SOMETIMES. STOP IT GRACE! I FEEL SO GOOD. AND ACHY. GOOD BECAUSE I RAN TODAY. ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I LAST TRAINED ON THE EVEN DAYS OF THE WEEK. IM GOING TO TALK TO E NOW. HOHOHO :) GOOD NIGHT!

Wednesday, January 28, 2009 @ 4:42 PM

procrastinate

O.M.G. I don't have the mood to go back doing my work. 2000 words essay freak! Just wanna bask more in the CNY atmosphere. Tsssskk! Brain mul-function. Need to talk to somebody RIGHT NOW but i'm too lazy to open my mouth. Shit. CNY is making me lazy.

Post-CNY blues.

Sunday, January 25, 2009 @ 3:34 PM

Reunion Dinner Part 1 tonight.

what else can i say?

ENJOY THE CHINE$E NEW YEAR!!!

Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 5:58 PM

FYP

STILL STUCK IN LAB 2037.

I WANNA RUN! RUN AWAY!!!

@ 12:13 PM

there can be miracles, when you believe...

THIS WEEK PASSED BY IN A FLASH!

Lets see...

Mon.
FYP, TRAINING. (Training was tough. Running with nic is stress and crazy but i'll keep up.)

Tues.
FYP, MASSAGE. (My right shoulder hurts like shit, even now.)

Wed.
FYP, TRAINING. (Almost gave up halfway during the run. Mind over Body.)

Thurs.
I woke up, watched Passengers on DVD and now, too lazy to go bathe. Passengers is an a-ok movie. Why is Anne Hathaway appearing on EVERY screen?! You should watch "Rachel Is Getting Married" though. Good movie. Real touching.

Today will consist of FYP (no surprise) and MAYBE training. We'll see.

FRIDAY WILL BE HERE IN 12HRS TIME. YAY!

you :)

P/S: WHY IS IT THAT AMANDA AND MY NAME ARE NOT ON THE RESULTS PAGE FOR THE SAA CROSS COUNTRY?! HOI!

Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 6:19 PM

I liked yesterday, for a few reasons.

My afternoon started off at bedok reservoir.

So serene and peaceful...

but not with the competitors in sight.

we busted out our secret potion

and started drinking like no tomorrow

victory! amanda and her rectangle smile hahaha

first race of the year

guess taller people need more veins for faster blood flow?

I was surprised to see my sec school t&f tchr during the race. She was running infront of me! I told myself, "omg i'm so gonna pass her!" and i did ran pass her. Overtaking your competitors in a race is one of the greatest feelings in the world, ever. Agree? Its amazing she still remembers me. :) Both amanda and i did our PB. HELL YEAHHHH! Great job partner.

Later at night, met up with my aunt (my white cousin's mom) who just arrived from canada last week. Some sort of a reunion? We had dinner, talked about politics, watched bowlers in action and stumbled upon an antique shop. Then even LATER at night, msn with e. I cannot believe we actually talked about nothing and everything till 12am. Haha i wished i was a lil shorter. (random thought)

Today was our final shoot at Little Part 1 cafe. Production done. Now editing and all the other shit. SHIT!

Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 12:11 AM

thinking too much

jealous and posessive. always wanting more than my hands can fill. nothing is never enough. i hate myself at times. someone once told me, "you can't hate yourself" and should never attempt to. i'd like to prove people wrong, them and their assumptions. never judge. i'm bad at appreciating. our little chats, your attention is mine but always taken for granted. this hunter-hunted game, so mind boggling. or maybe not. just a simple question.. DO YOU LIKE HER?

Friday, January 16, 2009 @ 12:00 PM

MAJOR BREAK OUT!!!

Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 11:46 PM

RANT

So so so busy! I don't know what to type. I love FYP but the *ahem* are just pissing!(yilin you'll know) Irritating. So damn tired, shooting last night @ zirca club, reached home close to 1am. Shit i hate clubs. Why do people even want to go to some place to burst their eardrums, get ditzy and smell of polluted smoke? Never am i stepping into another club again unless a special event. Our last filming scene tmr @ Little Part 1 cafe FINALLY. Gosh. Submission next Thurs! Compositing and editing not even completed VERY GOOD.

above all these, i'm still hanging on. worst and much more draining than completing a 10km run.

Sunday, January 11, 2009 @ 5:46 PM

Yesterday was good. Happy M1 Fringe Festival!

wassup guy outside?

go to zzz darling

ponder

hey dawg!

family :)

"take me away" no. 2

whats there?

clare showing her love for a sculpture cat!

Seems like CNY, pretty ceiling lamps

to the other side

beauty

what's this plant called? Lalang?

embrace the world

smallie clare

wow

thats 1

huge bubble maker

connecting the dots

awesome art

cute octopus and jack-in-the-box!

plates = photo frames = family portraits
(if you get what i mean)

resting

trapped

main attraction of the day *winks at clare*

clare, your bf!

what?

"don't disturb me, i'm flower-watching"

alright i'll stick to filling up my bottle.
caution: don't ever try the water from this tap!

Hotmail is so f-up. I can't even read/delete my mails! 3 more weeks to graduation. What's left? A presentation, a 2000-words essay, a proposal assignment and the major FYP before i can gladly pass out.

pass out = shit (literally)

Thursday, January 8, 2009 @ 12:24 PM

overdue part ii

Jan 8: I am an expressionless monotonously serious person. My right eye is still swollen from the drug allergy (?) on Tuesday.

REWIND BACK...

Jan 1: National Museum w/ my white cousin

for the blind

"take me away"

THAT'S ALL.

"you've got potential"

Why is it that i'm always ALMOST there but NEVER there? It gets so frustrating at times.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009 @ 3:25 PM

Girl's Day Out

FREAKKKKKK!

I JUST HAD BOTH MY WISDOM TEETH TAKEN OUT AT THE DENTAL A FEW MOMENTS AGO! The injecting of anesthetic hurt more than prying out the teeth, itself. My right jaw is still numb even though the surgery happened an hr ago. My mouth tastes bloody right now. I was told not to eat seafood or chew any solids for the nxt few days. My stomach is growling right at this second and i couldn't care less. I wonder how i'll feel when the anesthetic slowly wears off.. will the pain be unbearable? The dentist ziplocked 2 of my wisdom teeth in a tiny plastic bag and told me to take home and show my mom. It reminded me of visits to the dentist during primary school. Sigh. Those memorable times...

SO ANYWAY.

Saturday, fan 4 finally met up and had our New Year's DIY gifts exchange.
What a way to start off 2009!

Darlings - huimin & irene!

QT clare

The precious self-made gifts

Check out min's photo frames for us!

and irene's sweet mugs

the puzzle pieces i made for us all

Forgetful clare has to make 2 more of this, heh.

4 of us with the lovely gifts laid out

Off we trooped down to the arcade, this is super mario min!

A difficult position to take a grp picture

4 become 1

With our little friends

Min and her failed attempt to take a picture of us and our mantous

Our final picture together before Min and Irene left for their appointments

which ultimately left

Clare and me mindlessly trying out dresses in Topshop

<3 you cutie!

Friday, January 2, 2009 @ 11:59 PM

overdue

WELCOME, 2009!

2008 has been a great year. Albeit the many ups and downs which were inevitable. So, i spent the New Year's countdown with my white cousin, her friends, and a distant cousin whom i've never met before in my life. Haha its amazing!

So far, 2009 has been treating me well. The first 2 days of Jan were filled with love, fun, and visits to the national museum.

ANYWAY, I'm so glad i broke the 11mins barrier for 2.4km today! Hell yeah! I'm gonna do better for the next one.

OK IM MEETING THE GIRLS TMR! WHOOPEEEEEE!