Prologue: Live Life

maybe i should start having a 'book of dreams' where i can keep track of my dreams.
something i got from the dream dictionary (what?!) there seems to be a dictionary for everything. why must everything be explained.

Whispering
A sign that the Universe is trying to convey important information to the dreamer, but that the dreamer is either too afraid or too distracted to hear it. The content of the message can be deduced from other symbols in the dream, or from various signs and portents in the dreamer's waking life.

damn it i need to clear my mind, soooo many things going through my head. even though i had 8hrs of sleep, feels like i've only just taken a short nap. the feeling is like crap, like you're not at your full potential and not at your best state to do anything.

This room is just filled with so much awesome-ness!

Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 4:46 PM

sorta 'skipped' work today, have had enough with damn politics. next week will hopefully be my last week. woke up this morning and have been on my laptop for 5hrs straight. too damn lazy to wash my hair. if you're wondering, i did shower! just didn't wash my hair, i realised my hair grows at a god length speed. if shit was edible, i wonder how mine would taste like? chocolate chips? i had chocolate cookies and tobelrone choc for breakfast. sweeet! notes on a scandal is one of the best films i've watched in 2009. shows how one woman's admiration and envy of another woman can turn into an obsession. i figured there're only 2 consequences -
1. you either copy/mirror the other person's life or try to follow how they converse eat act and basically want to live their life.
2. you start to develop feelings for the other, and eventually become gay.

loneliness can be grave.

makes me wonder...
i look arnd and ask myself if by any chance, i know anyone who's like this?

Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 12:01 AM

KRIS ALLEN FTW!!!!!

Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 12:52 AM

I CANNOT AGREE MORE!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 1:00 PM

"Perhaps it wanted to mirror how many perceive life here (Singapore), that you’re given ample opportunity and various platforms to air your piece, but ultimately you are co-opted into what has been decided and established, and the only choice left is whether you’d want to look on the brighter side of things, or dwell miserably on the negatives that you have little power to overcome on your own."

I totally agree.

I am quitting my job at the end of this month :)

Friday, May 15, 2009 @ 1:26 PM

hi i just want to say that i received a rejection letter from NTU and im kinda glad i did? i have an interview at nafa in approx 1/2 hr time. that'd be the one i'll be jumping off the hook if i get accepted in. so wish me luck all! coincidentally, they arranged today's interview on my off day. this is fate.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @ 12:35 AM

we all have to start somewhere. but where?

soon, you might just see me going out with an indian. or just some other nationality.

im not being a freaking racist here.

singaporean chinese males are a disappointment. ok not all, but some i know and i don't feel sorry for saying this so you can go on and hate me.

Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 12:46 AM

if you know who this is...

(for u catherine) haha

no one shall see me in my fugly uniform
unless u catch me by surprise

work has been so tiring! imagine walking to and fro, 10hrs/day for 2 full days. Thank god im only working from 12-3 tmr (mon, wed). this job has taught me well, so far... patience and humility.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009 @ 10:53 PM

ROLL YOUR CURSOR OVER THE IMAGE!
KWWWEEET AIN'T IT.

@ 1:22 AM

wassup my beloved loyal readers!

work is taking a toll on my daily life, i don't know now if i prefer work to school or the other way. i just hope some school accepts me so i can go back to studying. and i hope my achilles tendon recovers soon so i can go back sp track to train with everyone. i miss them!

anyway, peeks from the past week

Butter factory with the <3 girls 2 fridays ago

surprise date with irene last wed

check out the extra eye. hahaha

my gf forever

my new working buddy

never get caught wearing the uniform infront of my friends.
rai is a lovely person btw!

vanessa is getting married in 2 wks time, sweeeet

my nepalese supaaavisor

that's about it.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009 @ 1:34 PM

the pain in my achilles tendon is back again, its so frustrating! im so frustrated with myself. im leaning onto work as the cause of this pain. i have missed 4 trainings in total during the past week alone! 45 mins to my BTT e-trial test at ubi and im still here, at home, on my laptop. i really hope i pass my BTT test tmr! do you believe in karma? cos i do.

move on biatch. stop livin' in the past.